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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

heylo. just felt a need to post.
tomorrow binomial quiz and zuo wen. whoo cool.
ive been losing my stuff recently, 3 pens, and i dont know where my calculator went when i just had it for 2 weeks :( looks like i have to start organising my stuff.

anyway, here are the tag replies because my tagboard is really skinny.
ym: do i look like i even give a damn. haha.
mr: whoo cool :) and hope your piano exams went well :)
peishan: i love you too :)
rebecca: haha ok :)
jasmine: haha kk :) im going to have fun.
teresa: lol meanie!

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Monday, July 28, 2008

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i screwed it. sorry...

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

State the obvious,
I didn’t get my perfect fantasy
I realized you love yourself
More that you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends
That I’m obsessive and crazy,
That’s fine I’ll tell mine
You’re gay,
And by the way,

I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.

There’s no time for tears
I’m just sitting here planning my revenge
There’s nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying’ sorry to me
My daddy’s going to show you how sorry you’ll be

‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie, yeah
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.

And if you’re missing me
You better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here
Would be bad for your health

‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie, yeah
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time

In case you haven’t heard,
I really, really hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie, yeah
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.
Burn, burn, burn, baby burn.
Just another picture to burn
Baby burn

this song's nice. i dont really understand why i have the time to blog when i dont really understand my chemistry notes. haha. but it isnt that bad i guess. still got lots of stuff to do like reading up the shi (._.) and checking up info on some stuff. projects are also on the way and i just slept through my afternoon. oh well. shall end here. and i want to watch the dark night and hancock :( zzz but doubt i will have the time for that.
k then, ending here bye!

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actually theres nothing much to post about today, besides the geog test, which i dont think i did very well but still should be able to pass.
rather dull and i think ive eaten a lot these 2 days i dont really want to step on the weighing scale.
read a bit of the kite runner and its a rather nice book :)

not looking forward to tomorrow:(

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firstly, i would like to say that if i pass my physics test, its so not your credit. you're right teresa, its not worth it. i said he's an asshole, and boon xuan said: even assholes have use for passing your shit out, he's worse than that.

thank you pei shan for the curry, the bread, the onde onde and the funny pictures of you in sec 1 and 2 and the table and chair for sleeping. and jasmine for teaching me how to walk out of class :D

and thats the end of this post because i want to post today's happening on a happier note

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2:51 AM


Sunday, July 20, 2008

my ulcer is killing me D:

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7:42 AM


Saturday, July 19, 2008

♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
mari kita ya ya singapurasa
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
wheee
Tongue tied says:
OMG HAHAHAHA YOU SING WRONGLY LOL
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
:(
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
really ah
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
:(
Tongue tied says:
if youve been singing like this for 8.5 years i think i'll laugh at you
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
!!!!
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
THEN HOW TO SING HUH.
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
i know!
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
its marikitar
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
ra
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
uh
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
k
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
i dont know already
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
sian
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
NOT LIKE YOU KNOW RIGHT HUH
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
:P
Tongue tied says:
marikita raya singapura sama sama menujuuuuuuuu bahagia cita cita kita yang muliaaaaa bejaya singapura
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
juuuuuuuu
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
so long for what huh
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
you wrong la you
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
!
Tongue tied says:
marila kita bersatu dengan samagiat yang baruuuuuuuuu
Tongue tied says:
semua kita beseruuuuuuuu majulah singapuraaaaaaaa majulah singapuraaaaaaaaaaaaa
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
whatever!!!
Tongue tied says:
charlene teo wei tian was owned @ 1949 on saturday 19/7!!!
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
NO LO
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ nincompoop says:
:(
Tongue tied says:
wei tian~
Tongue tied says:
Name: Wei Tian
Status: Pwned


an interesting conversation regarding the national anthem between teresa and me. haha i feel like a retard. and lastly, i DO KNOW how to sing the national anthem. just i dont know how to spell, and it wasnt an exactly big mistake! :P

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Friday, July 18, 2008

oh, apparently i made one more bet with zhixian, so now i owe her a drink! oh well.

but i'd like to thank teresa for putting up with me talking about the same subject over and over again so im really sorry! it was unbelievable that you could take it :) im excited cause maybe im going to your house today :) and hope for you it'll be over soon! practice hard!

haha theresa too. tongwei, rebecca, shuqi, shu ting, xizi, jasmine and pei shan and someone else but i forgot who. :/ and thank you gillian, you were the first to know :)

its time to take out the books and start mugging. this is the most boring period of my life every year and its finally here! :(

and i didnt go for magic box it sounds so fun :(

k, thats all for now. bye!

im sorry. it didnt turn out that way. what if i tell you, im feeling sad for you too?

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5:47 PM


Thursday, July 17, 2008

bets made:
1. eileen - one bar of chocolate
2. teresa - one bar of dark chocolate
3. shu ting - $5 bar of chocolate

anyone else?

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

Love this song :)
and chem mini assignment is killing me, when i have to read macbeth, have 2 polynomial assignments waiting for me to touch, chemistry revision. and haha, thats about all, besides the fact that next week got ying yong wen test and math quiz. WOW.

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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

outing with pei shan today, we said cause when we emo we eat, so at first wanted to buy cookies. but since we were so high, we bough donuts instead, and went to bugis street to shop. :D

a picture we took at one of the stalls. was carrying my bag in front of me cause i was afraid something would get stolen :(.

one of the shirts at bugis street!!! wanted to get it.

yummy! donuts from J.CO. mine's the oreo one and pei shan's is the tiramisu. i already bit into mine cause i couldnt resist the temptation! hers got loads of cream inside, then we still go get eclair from polar. which meant some more cream LOL.


anyway, our official LA teacher for the next semester is mr ken! hah teresa :) and new sitting arrangement is out, sitting beside terence. right at the back, at my right corner. whooo. im sure i'll really mug and study, cause terence so smart. sure i will also (hope to) study hard.

whee. kk, ending here, bye. doom is awaiting! hw! :(
haha bye

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Monday, July 7, 2008





does this tempt you? im super hungry now! :(

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just felt a need to do a short post while im in the middle of chionging my LA essay. haha i keep thinking of haagen daaaaaaaz. oh well. fondue someday, hancock also going to catch it someday. and today while studying, me and teresa were talking about her sweet 16 which will be on 090909. cool right. and then i was saying that i couldnt celebrate it with her because i still wont be able to watch a NC16 movie !!! :( then we started talking about the happening again. and get smart. and at the last part( the butt part) i was hiding my face behind teresa's back and she was saying that NC16 movies are R21 movies for me :( !! oh well! i still want to watch wanted. k then. bye! chionginggggg

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

oh ya, and i said i'll post this. so here goes :) its not very interesting. i kinda gave up halfway but yeah. still going to put it here.

The Problem of Science

'Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ.' The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?''Yes sir,' the student says.


'You believe in God?''

Absolutely.

''Is God good?''

Sure! God's good.

''Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?''

Yes.

''Are you good or evil?''

The Bible says I'm evil.

'The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a moment.'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?''

Yes ! sir, I would.

''So you're good...!''

I wouldn't say that.

''But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'

The student remains silent.

'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax. 'Let's start again, young fella Is God good?''

Er...yes,' the student says.

'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'

The student : 'From...God...''

That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?''Yes, sir.''Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?''Yes.''So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues: 'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?'

The student: 'Yes.''

So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. 'Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized.'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?'

The student's voice is confident: 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?''

No sir. I've never seen Him

''Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?''

No, sir, I have not.''

Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?''

No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.

''Yet you still believe in him?''

Yes.'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist.

What do you say to that, son?''

Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.

''Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'

'Yes,' the professor replies. 'There's heat.'

'And is there such a thing as cold?'

'Yes, son, there's cold too.'

'No sir, there isn't.'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet.The student begins to explain. 'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat.

You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.'Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation.

'What is night if it isn't darkness?''You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have Nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.

This will be a good semester.

'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. 'Flawed? Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student explains. 'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God.You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'

'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?''If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do''Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?'

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the Commotion has subsided. 'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'

The student looks around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?' The class breaks out into laughter.'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust! your lectures, sir?'Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. 'I guess you'll have to take them on faith.''Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life,'

the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?'

Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God.God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.'The professor sat down.

Pass this on if you have faith in God.If not, still pass it on for it's a good story!


haha thats the end of it.hope you had fun :D

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just felt a need to post more recently cause apparently when school reopens, i bet i will have no time to do it. and anyways, the tag quiz thing right, can i tag two more? yoke ming and mengran, please do it :D.

and yupp, peishan you are so going to shop for cookies with me! and window shopping too. we'll have fun! and thanks for being emo with me :/ love you :) and miss you lots.

teresa and rebeccca, thanks loads too. love you both.

teresa, fondue one day yeah? and remember to finish your glass of water then. :p

xizi and shuting, i'll really miss you you have been really great friends and seniors. :)

Jasmine! haha i'll learn to let things past i guess. thank you too.

shuqi, you too.

many other people to thank too when i was being so down. sorry if i didnt mention your name.

IDMI today and yesterday night was bvery productive. thanks to deborah i think she put in the most for the powerpoint. im supposed to be chionging script now.

you're the bitch, not me. and even if i am, im not even half as bad as you >:P.

you dont spoil my day too. i've learnt to let it go.

and they are both referring to different people.

k, thats all for now, until ive decided to post anything else at midnight or whatsoever. haha bye!

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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

whee supposed to be emo-ing now and its 12.55 am. but you know what? im happy. and this is the post for the day. haha. wheeeeeeee

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Questions:



1)What disappoints you the most?

when people treat me as their friend, and then talk bad about me later. or commenting on me when they dont even know me.



2)Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

NEW YORK.



3)What's your favourite thing to do?

sleep and eat. and be happy. haha :)



4)Do you think money can buy happiness?

nah.



5)If u can have one dream to come true, what will it be?

Just to always be happy :)



Do you believe you can survive without money?

NO. im running out of it desperately! totally broke after i keep on eating



7)What you afraid to lose the most?

family and friends. and my snoopy.



8)If you win $1million, what will you do?

uh. wont happen so forget it. LOL



9)What do you think of urself?

i dont know. havent realy thought about it. i think i got a few personalities though.



10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

FUNNY. always laughing herself. and nice :)



What makes you happy?

going out. watching movies. finding places to eat. and man many more. sleeping makes mehappy too :) its my hobby



12)What type of person you hate most?

hyporites.(same jasmine :))



13)Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?

in my house.



14)If you have a superpower, what will it be?

i'd like to become invisible! then can play pranks on people. i like Violet from The incredibles. her powers are awesome!



15)What do you think is the most important thing of your life?

family and friends (:



16)If it's the end of world, what will it be your last wish?

i dont know. i dont think i will be around when that happens. and if it really does. uh. i just hope to die with the people i love.



17)What do you treasure the most?

my snoopy and my friends and family. they are really really important.



18)Which anime character you like most?
HATE ANIME.



19)Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?

O.o haha depends.



20)What's your next aim?
uh. i dont know. better results? better in cca. haha

Instruction: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your own personal question,make it a total of 20 quesion, then tag 8 people in your list.

List them out and end this post. Notify them in their chatter box that he/she was tagged to do these quiz.
1.Jorene
2.Zheng Feng
3.Nigel
4. Xizi
5.Shu Ting
6. Serena
7. Hui En
8. anybody that wants to do it lol :)

p.s. i didnt edit any of the questions. haha :D

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5:14 AM


Kungfu Panda! haha had loads of fun but i know its the last time.
this is what me and teresa did while waiting for the guys to arrive at vivo.
btw, we also bought 400g worth of chocolate and some cheesy sausage and i bought some fishballs. had fun :) and the movie is also a must watch! super funny. i like the shifu. the squirrel character.


help!!




haha i know the previous post already have this. LOL


we went to toysrus and played with thesre stuff. seriously it can be fun :D


and we went to read comics too. this is the bookshop at vivo. on the 2nd floor. there was this comic called the bunny suicide and the return of the bunny suicide. LOL


same place.

haha ok bye! now to do the quiz tagged by jasmine XD.

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5:04 AM



the group! gillian, teresa, clarrisa, tong wei and me.


haha the real dish itself :)





the drink we won for making the best XLBs.

i was being super AP for the answering question thigy later on. whatever haha.


the carving super nice right. the flower.



tong wei and clarissa anjoying their smoothie :D



teresa and gillian were enjoying theirs too.
haha ok thats the end of this post. im posting all these in one day but in separate posts so it separates the events of the day.
kk bye :)



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4:50 AM


lots to post about but i will let pictures tell the story.


i'll start with Get Smart though. That was the nicest movie ever!! and teresa said im the first person that she knows that doesnt sit properly in the cinemas. oh well haha it was fun. the female lead is SUPER PRETTY! must go watch it. its really really nice. BUT FIRST, we were being retarded at spotlight. and outside the ticket area there.




this picture is rather dark haha but its me with wall-e.

pretty? haha nice scarf.

whose this?

im your friend :)

maskateer. sorry teresa, but for some reason the other files wont open, so yeah, the other pictures another day. :/

oh well. here's the next day. Xiao Xuan Feng! haha it was super cool making our own xiao long bao for ur elective. Tongwei's blog has a bit of the updates. Kobayashi! :) pictures will be uploaded in the next post.

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