Wednesday, August 27, 2008

pictures of the outing for CIP lol:

haha bag trolley?

trapped D: got this from boon xuan

i saw this while buying the ingredients the next day. imitation vanilla extract? o.O

after that me and boon xuan went to eat macs:

we ate outside macs because it was super crowded and we paid using our ez-link because we were broke after buying the ingredients.

i littered. my fry dripped D: but i picked it up!!! :)

unlike someone :p guess who

here's the answer LOL. but she picked up her little too anyway :)

the baking process:

the ingredients:

hard at work

boon xuan is holding an oreo (chao-tah cookie)

we didnt use that batch, so here we are making another

lawl turned at the wrong time

the picture speaks for itself :) its hilarious

yay its ready for the oven!!!

haha guang lin is holding the trays

TADAH. but this also isnt the batch. ok no more pictures.

ok then, ending here to start on my geog term paper. and teresa has a heavy instrument. and flagging for taxi is fun o.O

i shall waffle and nugget another day.

CCAB was uhm. sorry :S

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

shall post the baking sutff another day.
chiong homework now!

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

ugh im feeling so screwed D:
i should seriously learn to think before i act, everytime something comes out of my mouth when i dont even know what im saying?
everything is just wrong.
screwed, sorry.

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

lol was trying out my camera and i dint know it had all these effects! haha whoo. sorry made teresa walk so fast today. D: in the end i reached exactly on time LOL. and sorry shi kai we didnt exactly wait for you because i was in a rush D: but today, im quite happy that our group was quite serious when we really started filming. hope tomorrow will be good too :)

Now that it's all said and done,

I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down,

Like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath.

I fell too far, was in way too deep.

Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.

I'm finally getting better.

And now I'm picking up the pieces.

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,

I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,

Dragged the memories down the hall,

Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say.

And when you slammed the front door shut,

A lot of others opened up,

So did my eyes so I could see

That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.

I'm finally getting better.

And now I'm picking up the pieces.

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.

'Cause the day I thought

I'd never get through,

I got over you.

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Friday, August 15, 2008

im freaked out too :(

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

my pm: charlene-im not noob you noob

conversation with teresa:
Tongue tied says:
might as well dont sleep lor
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ charlene says:
!
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ charlene says:
cannot
Tongue tied says:
you are noob you noob
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ charlene says:
im super tired
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ charlene says:
!!!!!

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5:58 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

I've got my sights set on you,
And I'm ready to aim,
I have a heart that will,
Never be tamed,
I knew you were something special
When you spoke my name,
Now, I can't wait to see you again...

I've got a way of knowing,
When something is right,
I feel like I must have known you,
In another life,
Cause I felt this deep connection,
When you looked in my eyes,
Now I can't wait to see you again,

The last time I freaked out,
I just kept looking down,
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' bout
Felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said
"Oh she's just being Miley!"

The next time we hang out,
I will redeem myself,
My heart it can rest till then,
Whoa! Whoa! I,
I can't wait to see you again,

I got this crazy feeling
Deep inside
When you called and asked to see me
Tomorrow night,
I'm not a mind reader,
But I'm reading the signs
That you can't wait to see me again

The last time I freaked out,
I just kept looking down,
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' bout
Felt like I couldn't breath
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said
"Oh she's just being Miley!"

The next time we hang out,
I will redeem myself
My heart can rest till then,
Whoa! Whoa! I,
I can't wait to see you again,

I've got my sight set on you,
And I'm ready to aim,

The last time I freaked out,
I just kept looking down,
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' bout
Felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said,
"Oh she's just being Miley"

The next time we hang out,
I will redeem myself
My heart can rest till then,
Whoa whoa I,
I can't wait to see you again,
Whoa whoa I,
I can't wait to see you again.

my fabourite song now >< haha.

today was ok, was rather boring. besides the fact that after school went home with theresa and caught up loads! haha ok then ending here bye! i shall practice log and do my binomial assignment!

oh ya, the chemistry garden assignment. i officially declare mine a chemistry forest ._.

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2:35 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008

because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again, don't make me change my mind or i won't live to see another day, i swear it's true because a girl like you's impossible to find, impossible to find.

haha got the lyrics from teresa

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8:51 AM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

tsk! whose register number 16? ^^

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7:25 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

tag replies :D
mr: haha i dont know lah. at least its over now :)and i reflect finish also like never change leh :(
jasmine: of course lah, follow JASMINE shampoo mah :D
nigel: haha in the end i never go back.
jasper: ooh hi. haha and thanks!
clement pang: ahaha happier now :) and src is at city hall there! :D can go there eat.
teresa: next time then tell you :D
jasmine: haha from the way you say it it didnt turn out too good :/.
:/:/:/:/=jasmine's face. and the picture of you is nice :D
teresa: no you dont!you like nice loh!

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5:48 PM

pictures shall do the talking :)

bakery <3 happy birthday sara!

amazing feet (feat)

cool right. i almost fell down the escalator taking this.

pei shan and jasmine's shoes (at first look i thought ey, how come teresa's shoes)

i took the picture!!! see my camera also very good :D

oh look whose this?

clique <3

a big accomplishment

me and teresa's shoes

this was taking during the rp symposium thingy. to put it, it was boring. but picture taking was fun.

and on national day celebration also saw a tall, dark giant (eugene). was angry at him but got over it within 2 seconds. :D

whoo kk ending here bye!!!

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Thursday, August 7, 2008

whoo ready for the 3km run tomorrow? haha.
im either wearing a red polo tee, or the fruitipz shirt. havent really decided, or maybe i dont really have a choice ._.
rather excited about tomorrow actually. might be fun for all you know :)
anyways, jiayous to all those in the competitive running!!

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5:54 AM

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

maybe this is how im feeling now. i look back on my previous posts and i think i used to happier

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10:21 AM

i dont know what to say anymore. i just feel a need to post because i really need to get everything out and over with today.
actually, its not much, but maybe, im just being sensitive.
im wondering if we made the right choice.
get out.

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9:53 AM

Monday, August 4, 2008

lots (emo) stuff has happened lately and id like to say it but actually, i dont think i really know where to start from.

lets start with an apology, im super sorry ive been really ap these few days but i really cant help it. i just read through my inbox recently and i realised that you were always there to give me moral support and im really glad to have you as a friend because you are always there for me when im down. although i feel that ever since semester 2 started we've been rather changed as both of us are rather cought up with our cca, im really glad that we still make time for each other. i can clarify all my doubts with you and seriously feel much better after that. all i can say is a big THANK YOU. for just being my friend.

nextly, my own attitude. i dont really take the initiative to do stuff i realised, and therefore i feel that i have loads to improve on and i hope i will even be given the chance to change. i always shoot my mouth off, and i dont really realised what ive said until i really think back about it. i need to change and this is what i have decided to do: stop, think, then speak. public speaking courses in this case, i think i really need it. i think a lot of people have a bad impression on me now and im really sorry about it :( hope things will change for the better as i get more used to my job scope and change. in this case, leadership is very important. i will also learn to be more respnsible because i feel that sometimes i can be very last minute. i have loads to improve on.

i still feel rather pissed everytime i think about that incident. and it really reflects on me as this may be how people feel towards me. responsibility plays a really big role and i hope i can learn this from someone's mistake. i also feel that actually, this person has no right to criticize another, although the product might not have been that good, but she didnt go back on her word. and that is very important. she made the effort, and you didnt. as simple as that.

school is rather tiring now and i just got back my geog paper and i did ok i guess, at least i passed when i dint really expect myself to.

i need to rest. ive been feeling perpetually tired and i just cant wait for the holidays to come.

k then, ending here, bye

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Saturday, August 2, 2008

oh ya, tag replies:

Nigel: hmm, national day celebration? but i end school at 1215 ._. so buy then i think the school close already actually :( got mass run. hahaha

Jorene: haha kk :) and yeah, i hate mole concept D:

Weebian: aiya, that one going to flop too lah :(

teresa: woosh its done! we can finally go to sleep :D

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1:00 PM

last post before i go to bed and i got a few things to say
1. teresa is at my house for sleep over
2. we are lame people
3. ham and cheese sandwiches are nice :)
4. bakery is<3
5. happy birthday sara
6. hope sara and tongwei likes ther birhday present
7. im pissed
8. i need to attend public speaking courses
9. there is a difference between baking cake and baking bread
10.ppt is white now

today i had a rather tiring evening-night. firstly had shangyin, then chionged down to celebrate sara's birthday and i felt all my unhappines released when i seriously scolded everything out (but im still mad at that person). ms clarity's cafe was simply wonderful i loved the spaghetti i ordered. fnished it and still koped sara's rice and gillian and valerie's chicken :D it was really fun!!! i want to go there again! but i got lost on my way out :( oh well. anyway, pictures up another day. haha cause im being lazy now.

then when down to justin's house around 9 plus, when we started on our chem mini assignment and proud to say its been completed after 7 hours. it is 3.48 AM now.

im proud to say i have accomplished what i am supposed to do unlike some people whose really a facking bastard ( teresa said it and i totally agree). BLOODY IRRESPONSIBLE. i might not be the most responsible person but seriously at least i dont do this kind of shit.

oh ya, my chinese needs to improve big time and there's a test on monday and im super not prepared. better start reading my macbeth notes too since i copied chunks of them.

Sleepovers are fun :Dwhen you go down of the house in the middle ofn the night because youre hungry to make sanwiches and you feel like eating somemore but you're already up so there's not point. and as youre doing a project, you are communicating with your friend via msn as she is using the com in another room in another part of your house. which is, rather stupid, but interesting :) we are lame people too.

kk, ending here to go and sleep, bye!!!

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Friday, August 1, 2008

6 years is actually a rather long period of time. One reason why primary school identities are so insignificant as compared to our current identities is because we have all changed and matured after we graduated. You left a part of you there, together with your primary school identity, shut in a corner of your memory.

I have omitted 6 years of my life long enough (occasionally opening up when the need calls for it), and it's time to include it back. It's hard, because the school alumni culture isn't strong, but the exact same fond memories that we have created together will always keep us together. Even if we deny it.

All it takes, is just someone to unlock it.

got this from esther's blog. and i think, its time to go back to pcs.

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9:36 PM

firstly, i flopped the math test.
secondly, i flopped the chemistry test.
thirdly, i flopped the physcis test.
fourthly, i am going to fail geog.
lastly, i thought i could trust you to be responsible but you proved me wrong.

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